Meeting Sir Part 1

Well… interestingly enough i had gone online to check and see if my current bf K was trolling women from his alt.com account.  Yeah he was . I was pissed but what can you do?  I have had enough of cheaters. UGH!

Anyway in order to check I had to create a profile which was no picture and just a few snappy lines. Nothing special at all.

I to be truthful, had forgotten about the account and when I checked my email i had noticed that i had received some emails from the alt account. I blew them off for a couple of weeks actually. Didn’t know what to do .. and the people pleaser subbie in me felt compelled to go back and write to these people and apologize for not responding to their emails.

One picture kind of … caught my eye.  He was really kind of yummy and had left a sweet note. When I read his profile I thought … “wow” .

WOW!

I sent an email apologizing to him for not responding sooner. Said alot going on. Which is true… I sent the email and thought nothing more about it. But he wrote back, we exchanged email addresses and im’s . We began talking online and getting a feel for each other. Then we exchanged phone numbers. 

Talking about boundaries … likes dislikes. Different things… It was nice.

Typically I would not respond to someone like this. But i felt compelled to. Felt drawn to him. He is a Dom … a gentle Dom. Has a soft spoken voice. Very laid back and easy. Where with my recent past have become the very UN-cool and unconfident, nervous Shi that has moved into my headspace and … I fucking hate it.

Usually I am “whatever” … but now I feel so random and anxious. I want the uber cool me back.

With the anticipation of this being “something” but not sure of where it is going ….

He has set rules ..

1. no playing / masturbation .

–he is the only one allowed to pleasure me–

2. No talking to other Dom’s (minus the ones i already know that are just friends)

3. clean shaven.

This is no problem generally but… I have been lax since i have not been in a relationship and have definitely not been in any type of sexual relationship for 20 mos.

YIKES!

so a little overgrown is an understatment.

A week prior to him coming in town I decide to start looking into “waxing”. I decide that I will was myself and started on my eyebrows which was NO big deal. simple and didn’t hurt.

Then I chose to *cough* wax the area myself.

i applied the… wax to the place I thought would be the least painful. Ok let me start by saying there is NO less painful place. I attempted to … RIP the wax from my tender skin . I couldn’t do it … it hurt too bad.

Fuck me how do i get myself into these messes?

the was was stuck to the skin and everything else and I didn’t want to go through with it. AT ALL!

So I decide … I will finish with a depillatory cream.

4 minutes of fire from hell burning my skin i stepped in the shower and rinsed the cream off. and proceeded to try and …COAX the wax from my flesh.

All is good and was bare. yay…

except for the chemical burn in all the areas that underwear touches.

I had to go to the pharmacy to pick up something … and texted Sir ..

Sir~*

is it naughty that i am going to the store w/o panties?

 

He texted back

Why no panties Slut?

me..

because they hurt too bad to wear.

Him..

LOL

A couple days later I was feeling better AND wearing panties but wanted to send a tease to Sir.

Sir~*

Naughty question of the day

panties

or

no panties?

HIM: Why aren’t you wearing panties?

ME: I am I was just seeing your preference

HIM : When you are with me NO panties every other time panties ON.

whoopsie

The anticipation was building. Not too much longer til he would be back in town and we could see each other.

Part 2 will be here shortly…

I will share the rest I promise.

But  I do wonder if this is who i am looking for… If he will keep me.

it brings about the longing in my subbie heart.

The desire to be owned.

collared.

mmmm what yummy thoughts this brings to mind.

~ by hispetshibari on June 5, 2008.