Raw

Master~*

I am thinking of you tonite. I am feeling raw and uninvited.  Unmotivated.  Uninspired.

I am wishing you were here.  I am needing time with you . Time outside of my brain. Where I can focus on you … pleasing you.  I am in a place where i can’t decide what would hurt more… pain… or tenderness.

The sting of a paddle or flogger or crop… the way it would sound on my flesh.

or your arms around me while I am just able to breathe.

Lonliness is a terrible companion. She is bitter and prideful. How I long to be something to you.  

To have your collar…

To have your adoration… or love..

for you to have me.

I long for that day that i am not just a half… but whole with you.

I am broken until you find me.

or have you… I am not even certain. 

Shi

~ by hispetshibari on June 10, 2008.

4 Responses to “Raw”

  1. Sigh….
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    Tim~*
    is this a GOOD sigh or a BAD sigh?
    xoxo
    Shi

  2. I am so with Tim on this one…

    Flyinfox_SATX

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    Foxxy~*
    again? good or bad ?
    hehe
    Shi

  3. Sweetie … I don’t think your last 2 lines ring true “I am broken until you find me.or have you”. I don’t think a sub would ever say that she has a Master in the way you said because it sounds like you will possess Him. The only possession will be Him of you.

    love you babe
    xoxox
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    Georgie~*
    I feel broken … not whole… it is a feeling not a truth..
    :)
    xoxo
    Shi

  4. Whatever happen’s Shi, I know that the happiness you deserve will find you. If only we could will it to get there faster right?
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    Gavs~*
    It is getting here… just taking it’s time *smiles*
    I love you phriend.
    xoxo

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