Raw
Master~*
I am thinking of you tonite. I am feeling raw and uninvited. Unmotivated. Uninspired.
I am wishing you were here. I am needing time with you . Time outside of my brain. Where I can focus on you … pleasing you. I am in a place where i can’t decide what would hurt more… pain… or tenderness.
The sting of a paddle or flogger or crop… the way it would sound on my flesh.
or your arms around me while I am just able to breathe.
Lonliness is a terrible companion. She is bitter and prideful. How I long to be something to you.
To have your collar…
To have your adoration… or love..
for you to have me.
I long for that day that i am not just a half… but whole with you.
I am broken until you find me.
or have you… I am not even certain.
Shi

Sigh….
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Tim~*
is this a GOOD sigh or a BAD sigh?
xoxo
Shi
I am so with Tim on this one…
Flyinfox_SATX
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Foxxy~*
again? good or bad ?
hehe
Shi
Sweetie … I don’t think your last 2 lines ring true “I am broken until you find me.or have you”. I don’t think a sub would ever say that she has a Master in the way you said because it sounds like you will possess Him. The only possession will be Him of you.
love you babe
xoxox
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Georgie~*

I feel broken … not whole… it is a feeling not a truth..
xoxo
Shi
Whatever happen’s Shi, I know that the happiness you deserve will find you. If only we could will it to get there faster right?
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Gavs~*
It is getting here… just taking it’s time *smiles*
I love you phriend.
xoxo